*written on Valentines Day*

Here I stand, lost and unloved
Wishing on stars for others to come
Wasting my days, alone and shy
Always spending time on rooftops to sigh
Tearing paper hearts, and ripping my pillow
Valentines Day, another day to add to sorrow
I beg this day to be quick and mellow
As I paint walls in my mind to blue from yellow
I cry the night, and morn the day
My friends ask me if I’m okay
Sure I say, just to make them go away
I go to bed, as I cannot sleep there, I lay
Hoping next year won’t be like this
Hoping I at least can get a kiss
From someone I love next year from this moment
I shall return it, loving that person, I will show it
For I wrote this on Valentines Day, a day which is today
While committing suicide, I may
But not for a while, just to see things, and if they get better
But soon enough, no one will give a matter
If I die or not, I know I will be
Sad on the next loving holiday for me
So I shall leave, just to see
If next valentines day, I’m with who I was meant to be

 
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