I wonder why my life is getting out of hand,

Never knew my self cold possibly turn like this,

A human being with out feeling of happiness,

I guess it just me, coz these pain is just too real,

I bet my conclusion in my life is wrong.



From the very start I was surrounded by these familiar faces,

Fuck! None of them knew a single thing bout’ me!

But for a second…

I let them used me, knowing that they are the answers in my life,

Knowing that I could trust them,

Knowing that I could share the pain I’m feeling inside

And knowing that they could probably help me,

But I guess I was too dumb to know their intension to me!

It’s too late… I already drank their poison, knowing that their poison is a
wine.

Now I felt each every second is haunting me by my depressing tears

That falls in my face, I kept running and hiding but yet it just so strong

It pulls me back to the surface of emptiness and sorrow,

My soul now is broken and torn…I can’t not trust no one,

I’m surrounded by users,

I’m surrounded by liars,

I’m surrounded by imposters,

And I’m surrounded by my broken hopes in life!


Now I’m Holding my breath
Maybe I’ll be unconscious…
And just take away my life for just a second…

But I become much more emptier
And as the days pass by
Sweet pain blinds me
Makes everything feels numb
And Is better than your betrayal
I’m too far gone
I’m Lost in a world of regret,



But yet I kept on asking my self who I am, I guess my self is too deft to
hear me!

Knowing I’m a failure in anyway it could possibly be,

Knowing that they round me into pieces,

And toss me into a garbage of hell!

And for that reason there’s nothing to gained because I completely drained
by lies deception, anger, pain and hate…

I wish I did take my chances, chance to take away my life….

 
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