I promised myself I’d end it,
I promised myself today,
That I would take my own life and throw it all away,
I promised myself I’d die and leave everyone behind,
I promised myself I’d give up and God that I would find,
I promised myself I would leave a little suicide letter,
Telling everyone how they couldn’t help or make anything any better,
I promised myself I wouldn’t back out this time for I couldn’t hurt no
more,
Couldn’t take the ache in my heart or all the painful cries on the floor,
But i'm sitting here wondering why I haven’t done it yet,
I have wrote my letter got my pills have everything set,
I said a little prayer, and to God I did confide,
Then I thought, “Would God forgive this suicide?”
That question made me think stopped me stone cold,
For I didn’t know the answer I hadn’t been told,
I had broken all the promises I had made that day,
For suicide wasn’t the answer, alive I will have to stay…

 
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