Meeting you for the first time,
Seeing you on the street,
My mind got dizy,
And my heart skipped a beat.

You talked to me,
Asked me out sometime;
My life was once stormy clouds,
Then the sun started to shine.

The long lasting pain,
Slowly faded away;
The old, depressed me,
Didn't want to stay.

The deep cuts,
-My legs- that once covered,
Slowly disappeared, and no more
Had been discovered.

Suddenly, my world came
Quickly shattering down;
The pain came back,
Pulling me to the ground.

I knew now that,
The whole time you were lying;
Although you didn't realize it,
But inside I was slowly dying.

The cuts came back,
The pain regrows;
I knew for a fact,
That it stood out and showed.

My dream for happiness
Was hidden under the debris;
You only brought me down,
And yet, you couldn't see.

I was trying to find a way out,
Meanwhile, you heard me crying;
The only answer was clear,
It could all be solved by dying.

So, like normal,
On my wrists, I made a quick slit,
But this time I pushed a bit harder,
My eyes closed a bit.

I smiled when I realized that the next morning,
In my hands you would find,
A little letter I wrote,
And faithfully signed:

"The walls were caving in,
And I found a way out,
This wasn't an accident,
So don't scream and shout.

"The cause of this,
For there was only one,
Was that all I saw were grey clouds;
What had left? My sun.

"I loved someone,
But it was all just a lie,
And this is why I decided,
That it was my time to die.

"So at my funeral,
Look to the heavens above,
And remember when I died...

I died for love."
 
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