It causes so much pain
to know what we once had
It was a big gain
believing we would actually last
we pushed the relationship
and went too fast
you were my first love
but im not over you yet
its too hard to be done
my mind just isnt set
maybe "we" were a mistake
I guess it wasnt that great
Maybe if we were happy
It wouldnt have happened
If it wasnt for me being
friends with your stoner neighbor
we wouldnt have met
and the past five months of your life
would have been better
and you wouldnt live with regret
Im sorry I ruined it
and hurt you so bad
but remember i hurt too
much more then a tad.
 
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