Deep inside me I’m hurt,
Pain and I seem to flirt,
I tend not to show my feelings,
But all my cuts keep on my sealing,
Walk around school with a smile,
I’m at a stage where I’m in denial,
Switching form happy to sad all tha time,
Never stopping plain… to my head is a nine,
I’m beginning to start seein a white light,
Vision of all my bad times is in my sight,
My body is all sweaty and turns powerless,
My hand drops tha nine and turns into a fist,
Then I fall right to sleep,
Wakes up and get on my feet,
Got dressed and walks to school a reck,
Hoping I’ll get hit on tha intersect,
Walks inside of school mad as fuck,
Thinking to myself everybody sucks,
Nothing ever good happens to me,
When tha fuck are people gonna see,
No one can help anymore,
Nobody will see me anymore.

 
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