*it doesn’t say why I was crying last night…. I’m keeping that a secret*

I sit here, curled up in a ball
Thinking of how I wished it never had been
Just thinking of being miserable –
Sooner or later I’ll find out
But till then, I will be here crying
Crying my tears of water and blood
Sooner or later, I will find the answer to my question
I will spill my heart, finding that answer
No matter what it take’s
I will catch the mistake you made
I hate myself for it, for falling into this trick
I wish I can kill myself
Just to never feel the pain again
But something is keeping me away
Something strong enough to rid my will
That something is crimson – blue
So now I lay here, crying this away
Until it leaves – I will bleed my veins away

 
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