People in my life have caused me to build walls
and pretend to be someone im not
I smile but i keep my real emotions inside
So they won't know how many tears i've really cried
I never let anyone get close to me
and that way i can wear this mask just a little bit longer.

But then he came along one day and everything changed
He manged to get me to trust him and let him into my heart
That first summer we spent just about every waking moment together
And i rember praying it would stay that way forever
He was more than just another guy to me he was my best friend

The first time he kissed me i knew what i felt was real
I went to bed that night waiting for the next day so i can get that call i
get every morning
When he held me in his arms there was only the two of us there
People warned me and told me to stay away but i didn't listen and i
didnt care
I wanted to be with him and at that point i hope he wnated the same
But what was to follow i never excpected out of him

In the begining things were perfect
then rumors started saying he was leaving me for her.
I didnt want to believe it and i hoped it wasnt true...
Then one night my phone rang and it was him tell me we were threw
she had taken my best friend, my life and my world
And had left me to pick up the peices only she had taken the most important
one him

Months passed by and we didnt talk then one day i saw him
I thought i was over himbut when our eyes met all thoses feelings came back
We left together and sat in my room for hours
But thoses eyes and that smile have a way woth me and he got me to take it
day by day
I made him no promises we were working to become friends again
But by the third day i knew once again that i was in love with him

but things between us where different
He was my baby but he was differnet
He said he did the things he did to me was to toughen me up but he was
really breaking me down
I loved him so much and he knew he had my heart
But he was never happy to hear from meand he was always yelling at me...
tearin me apart
Everything i did was wrong he said i did nothing for him and that i
didn't try
But i gave him all i could he just didn't love me
I If i where to give him the world it still wouldnt be enough


He said i make him yell at meand ebverything i had done should have been
done sooner
That i get madat anything and cry til i get my way so i can see him
But i cry when he yells and then makes me feel like shit that i do
And as much as i love him i'm never going to hear i love you too
So granted she may have given him back, but he'l never be my old baby
And for this i cry and dwell on the past cuz it's the one thing in my
life i wish i had last

 
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