I remember the old days when we use to cry on each others shoulders
I would hold you and rub your head until you would fall asleep in my arms
It was so cute to see someone so strong fall asleep in my arms like a child
I will never forget your eyes they made me feel as if I was falling in love
all over again
You were the one person that I gave all of my trust to all of me to
Some times I sit and think was it worth it just to end up heart broken and
crying alone in a corner
You were the person that I loved that I trusted
I never thought that the person that I trusted the most could hurt me the
worst
Give up the only innocence that I had left to you for you just to throw it
in my face and tell me that I wasn't good enough
I'm here I'm alive yet you walk around me like I don't exist
and I never did exist
I am a walking zombie
A walking nothing
I tried so hard to be everything that you wanted me to be
Now I'm lost searching for who me is
I'm trying to learn to love myself again but I seem to be failing
I will never put my heart on the line I will never open up to any one again
I don't want to feel the burning hate for you and love for you again
I hate you for what you are
I hate you for doing this to me
I wish you could feel some of this pain
But you feel nothing you are heartless and empty
 
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