tired
cant barely keep my eyes open
shivers down my body
leaves rustle in the wind as if dancing
taunting me
blurred sight
nothing as it seems
when was it ever?
lies and feelings pollute my thoughts
slurring my reality i must face
does everyone go through this?
do they keep it to themselves?
the lies have gotten to them
they now lie to themselves
as i watch them all
it feels like a dream
eye lids heavy as i try to focus
something is trying to keep me asleep
to make me dream
giving me hope and bringing anguish
protecting me, confusing me
i can only dream
i know nothing else
just an unknown frozen queen
a flower shut in a jar
just something to look at
never to be touched
never to be heard
never to be felt
or understood
just to watch
as it diminishes into a simple memory
an oblivious memory casted away
gone
never had a chance
to live the dream that i once had
in that jar
just gone
just an empty jar
 
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