I can’t believe this world behind me
My flashbacks trying to blind me
To hard for your eyes to see
That I was given this life to be
Each time saying hello
And a day later I have to leave
Always writing and eating jello
J-E-L-L-O my ass
Whoever made this name has to go back to English class
Everyone that’s been through shit in their lives
Crying in the night, wishing they would just die
When day comes, we hide
This stupid reality I’m trying to rhyme
Saying I’m beautiful and telling me not to be shy
Sometimes I think there’s nothing to live for
And yet I sit around for more

I act like nothing’s ever wrong
But inside it’s hurting for so long
Theirs someone that understands me
But I don’t want her to hurt and leave

Everyone here’s giving me shit
Always telling me just to sit
While you smoke a cigarette already lit
Passing it around to your friends, asking them for a hit

How can you treat me like this?
Can’t you see the feeling’s you guys miss
Can’t you see me balling up my fist?

All my sorrowful lips have been kissed
And my names already on the hell list
Ever sense my days of trying to do suicide
Ever sense you told me that lie
I hate everyone that’s tried to take care of me
Cause you suck at it, I want you all to leave me be!
Just allow me to do what I want, without your eyes on me
Every stare equals a new wound to bleed
This stupid world we live in
The stupid person I could’ve been
All of its false, and gone away to a beat
My new life, I truly now seek

 
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