Looking in the mirror-

Seeing invisible tears stream down my cheeks
Hating myself for letting this go on for weeks.
I've faked my smile for quite some time
And still there's no one to realize that I'm not fine.

Watching everything go downhill-

Seeing my friends slowly die
Speaking another worthless lie.
Letting my family tear apart
And never mended from this broken heart.

Concluding to my last option-

Picking up the knife once more
I will again create my own gore.
Seeing the knife touch my flesh
Wishing these thoughts will go to rest.

When I expected it least-

You stepped into my life
Just at the perfect time.
When I wanted to end everything
You gave me eyes to really see.

Thanking you-

Now I am happily continuing life
No need to hold on with all my might.
You saved me from giving up on it all
And picked me right back up when I was just about to fall.

Changed my life-

You've given me more hope
And all my problems you help me cope.
I'm not afraid to wake up anymore
Now I have something to live for.

You're something incredible-

You make me feel like I am something
No longer in this world am I nothing.
A sense of specialty you've given me
And now you I always want to see.

I love you.*

 
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