i write bout love
is that my heart telling me that i was in love?
or is it just telling me i wanna be in love?
they way i write it sounds like i was
but when i think about it
i didnt feel like love
especially because they are all over now
they didnt last long
so was i in love
or did i just wish i was in love?
but does that mean that all the poems i wrote about lust
were just as they were
poems about lust
with no hidden meaning behind them
no love within the lust
that the lustful things i did were not for love but were only sexual
that would mean that i didnt love them
that i didnt do it for the right reasons...
please tell me it was love
please tell me i just fall fast
please tell me that it was for the right reasons
that i did love them
that they only didnt love me!
 
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