written June 14, 2004
this is a love poem too, but in my eyes it's my fear

You walked back in
Awaiting my touch
I sin again
Cause I missed you too much
Your eyes controlled me
Starring me down
You're not who I thought you would be
I said without a sound
There must have been a change
Cause you're back in my mind
My emotions rearranged
My world left behind
Your words pulled me in
Your touch hit the spot
Quenching my thirst
For your love meant a lot
My emotions are drained
You love me again
It's taking everything I have
Not to give in again
I can't have you take me
Pull me under your spell
Your hands reawake me
To my once forgotten hell
I'm screaming so loud inside
But no one seems to hear
This time I'm not denied
Nothing stops how I feel
Here I go again, just one more time
For another long, harsh ride
He's back in my life
The new me just died
I analyze the feelings
I go back towards you
I did everything I could
Not to fall into you
I just fell into the spell again
Of your once forsaken touch
All just to sin again
For the one I loved so much
 
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