i tried so hard to resist the urge
but i couldnt help it i was on the verge
on the verge of saying goodbye
on the verge of wanting to die
on the verge of picking up the knife
on the verge of ending my life
so i stared at the shiny piece of metal
knowing that after i died this matter will never be settled
i watched the scarlet drops fall to the floor
tired of being so god damn ignored
i wanted to tell you the whole truth and not a lie
i was hoping you would have more to say than just 'goodbye'
i tried so hard but the words didnt come right
i tried to tell you that i wasn't alright
but i guess you will ever understand
that all i needed was one helping hand
to help me up when i was down
to make me smile when i had a frown
so i guess you'll always know a lie
and all i had to say was this one last 'Goodbye'

 
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