Why won't you leave my mind,
Why can't you you just finish up with those words to be said,
You're alive in my wake,
Though my feelings should be dead.

You're not a guest anymore in my dreams,
Almost everynight I see you,
You speak to me about everything but leaving,
And that thought gives me hope to lean on to.

When I was angry I'd think of you as a coward,
But I think now that I am a coward for wanting you,
Scared to love anyone else,
You probably don't even think I really like you that much,
I wish it would be easy for me to swallow up my pride and tell how I really
felt.

That last word 'felt' is really a problem,
Because I still feel this way,
You wouldn't know because every time I see you,
I have to instinct to look or run away.

You don't know how many times I wish you were still mine,
But were you ever truly mine?
How can we possibly end this relationship if it never started,
It really hurts to think about you,
It hurts that you won't leave my mind.

My walls have departed,
I just watch them tumble down,
And it seems that when you left,
You also took the sound......

dedicated to: JBA
 
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