Every night i lay in bed,
Trying to get this pain out of my head.
I reach for the knife,
To end my life.
I think about my family and friends,
About how they'll feel when my life ends.
The blade gently slips between my skin,
Now theres no way i can win.
I push harder then ever before,
I have lost this bloody war.
This war in my mind,
My friends and family have been left behind.
As i drift away,
No one will ever forget this day.
I see my friends sitting and crying,
As there being told i chose dying.
I chose dying insted of asking for someones helping hand,
And haveing a soft place to land.
I am now happy and no longer in shame,
But now my loved ones are in blame.
Why do i have to be gone,
I miss my boyfriend, Jon.
I miss my friends Dylan, Jon, and Cris,
I want to give my boyfriend just one last kiss.
I want my life back,
This whole day has been wack.
If i could have just one more day,
Theres so many things that i would say.
I would tell Jon that i love him with all of my heart,
And im sorry we had to part.
I would thank Cris for always being there for me,
And im sorry that this is the way it had to be.
I would tell Dylan she has always been my best friend,
And im sorry, but i had to make the pain end.
This list goes on and on and never stops,
But i have to start it at the top.
I left so many words unspoken,
But now my life is broken.
I broke my own heart,
And its tareing me apart.
I will always love and miss all of you,
And now i know that its really true,
You really do love and care about me too.
 
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