How can you tell me something you have never seen
Telling me my depression is totally obscene
You told me my emotions were self inflicted
That may have been right if my medication wasn't perscripted
The docter told me what I already knew was true
The only one that could'nt handle it was obviously you
You told me he just couldn't be right
I walked away trying not to start another fight
You said some really hurtful words
saying things then taking them back
thinking I had not heard
I ran to my room and locked myself away
away somewhere somewhere I could not stay
In my head thinking my very worst thought
thinking just kill myself and maybe alone I can rot
I began to cry
Telling myself that alone I cannot survive
As my emotions got deeper
My rise to suicide got much steeper
I told myself that today was not the end
Knowing that somewhere out there I had a loyal friend
So instead of suicide my wrists i began to slice
thinking that cutting would just have to suffice
I can still remember that day so clear
Almost down to my very last tear
I still have my penetrating scars
Staring out into the distance knowing my dreams will always be too far
 
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