I guess I can't say I have held your hand
I guess I can't say you were my man
I guess you dont know how much I tried
To earn your love, horriried

I guess my hurt means nothing to you
I guess my heart has nothing to do
No one to reach for
Nothing to live for

Insane I sound when I say
That once someday
You will love me
We might have a family

Love not insanity
Love controlled my body
You never saw what was inside
You just shot down my foolish pride

My personality, what counts
Not my body, not my face
I guess with all you put me through
I found my place

I once had this love for you
That nothing could take away
I waited for that day
Just to say, "I love you"

Look what you did,
Look what youv'e said
My life is empty
Without your shallow existenece in my mind, in my heart

My once loving heart,
With thanks to you
Has become dead, used, and abused...
My shallow dark heart...
 
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