When undressed
Naked
I feel disgust
Disgust of letting you have me
So much regret and hate
I can’t believe I was so stupid to give you all of me
Every single part
You owned me
You controlled me
I crawled on my hands and knees for you attention, for you approval
So much love for you
I don’t even understand and see how I could of ever loved you
I want to catch you on fire and watch you wither
I’m sick of the pain and the way you still control me
You broke me
I’m shattered
Every other thought is of you and of what you did
Get out of my head
Why can’t I escape?
I run and run
I get so far but then I stumble and fall
You weren’t worth it
You weren’t worth this agony and betrayal
But I know someday I will overcome you
I will kill every thought
Every memory
Every emotion
Until you don’t even exist
 
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