who I am-



I don't know how to really start this off

I'm not the kind of person who feels sorry

for themself

For months you can feel so much pain

And not tell

For so many fears

That people would look at you different all cuz you had a few extra tears

2 many people they think tht I take thingz

..l.i.g.h.t.l.y..

But its just things I remember in my mind

I store up the hard feelings and horrible images

and remind myself not to cry**

::..Poeple judge me..::

..::and dislike me::..

& laugh at me

bc of what I cant be

I really want to be somebody else

I've tried changing myself

)(..I don't wanna wait forever..)(

but my mind kant stay t.o.g.e.t.h.e.r

I dOnT kNoW wHaT i WaNt AnYmOrE

but i dont think i can take the truth

the look you give me drives me C.r.A.z.Y

Wehn Im with you it makes me hate me

My mind hates you but my heart luvs u

i hate the way u make me feel

but i eventually take all the feelings within

the things i create arnt .r.e.a.l

i know im not perfect

the one you love is

everything u say i reflect

I don't know why I'm feeling this

I don't wanna feel anything

its better being *numb*

i drive myself silly

this whole thing is dumb

just like the thoughts that itch through my head

these bad memories i really dread

The center of people

wehn they don't even know my name

clutching onto something thats mine

Im not really the s.a.m.e

No wordz kan explain my thoughts

But fEeLiNgs can

I kno you hate meh

Even though I've changed I'm happy for who I am..




 
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