((i kno its bad, i blame boredom))

Too much hurt, too many tears
To make this fade over years
I remember times when things were bleak
When I was still young and weak
You’d push me up against the wall
Grasp my throat so I didn’t fall
Here you’d pull back your fist
And all my faults you would list
I’d roll my eyes, unaffected
I’d clench my fists I’d feel neglected
You’d say that if I didn’t change “that face”
You’ll put me in a better place
But my hate for you ran so deep
I dared you; put me into an eternal sleep
But now here I am just listening
I watch your tears as they’re glistening
I don’t react to screaming now
Only so much hurt that I could allow
Then once again you tried the guilt
But my heart you failed to tilt
My last thoughts as I left this place
Were that I wish I could see the look on your face
When you find my note of goodbye
Telling people not to cry

 
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