I never meant to hurt you.
I am sorry if I made you cry.
I never meant for things to get like this.
I am sorry if I made you feel like you want to die.

I hate myself for what I have done,
For what I have put you through.
I don't know why I have to be so stupid,
Or why life has to be so cruel.

I never asked to fall in love.
It's not like I had a choice.
But I wouldn't take it back,
Because I would miss your loving voice.

I guess the only thing that sucks,
Is I had to hurt you like I did.
I didn't ask to be like this,
And thats what makes me so pissed.

I never wanted to have to cry,
And feel so trapt and alone,
I never wanted to even come here,
I just wanted to stay where I thought was home.

I guess I lied,
I don't want to feel this way,
Because I am tired of causing you pain.
It gets so much harder with each passing day.

I try and tell my self everything will be alright,
But in the end,
You can't fight the moonlight.

So I am here to say I love you,
And I always will,
But I just wish I wouldn't have to,
Because of the feelings it fills.
 
Copyright © notorious_bbgirl, All Rights Reserved