sometimes i wish i could die
only for a little while
just to get back
at everyone
who takes words for granted
who thinks the wrong things to think
and who speaks the wrong things to speak
sometimes i think
that if i died
that they would see
how much all they said really means
maybe if i died,
just for a little while
they would see how much they hurt me
obviously they dont see it
when i cry,
maybe i should take the next step
maybe i should die
just for a little while
i still like the rest of my life
ive always liked life,
outside of my ''home''
i dont want to loose them
i dont want to loose
i dont want do die
forever.
just for a little while
just for a few people
just long enough
for them to see.
some of the good things about me.
i hate to say
that thats what it takes
but have you ever noticed
that they never really do
just sit down and say i like this part about you.
they wait
wait till your dead
wait till your gone
where you cant hear them
where you'll never know
wait till they're at your grave
wait till they can put on a show.
so if that what it takes
for them to see
some of the good things about me
i hate to say
sometimes i wish i could die
only for a little while
just to get back
at everyone
who takes words for granted
sometimes i think
that if i died
maybe if i died
just for a little while
they'd examine the bucket of tears that ive cried.
 
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