why is it so easy to think
that everyone hates me?
that no one cares?
to hate myself?
why is it so easy
to fight the tears
hold em back, bite my lip,
and tell everyone im fine?
why doesnt anyone believe me?
why is it so easy
to forget there are people who love me?
people who miss me?
people who care?
why is it so easy
to sob into my pillow,
to cry all alone late at night
and pray no one hears?
why is it so easy
to beat at myself in frustration
trying to relieve the hurt inside?
why is it so easy
to hide my hurt
and paint on my plastic smile?
why is it so easy
to forget the most important thing of all
so easy to forget that im loved.
 
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