I'm only young,
But I know I understand,
And isn't it queer,
That I learnt from a band?

Music isn't always supposed to influence,
But this song really explained,
I know my life has to end,
It’s already being drained.

All these people are there for me,
And I once knew them as my friends..
But now I see it all differently..
There all coming to their ends.

I feel sorry for the people in my life,
The people that I once knew.
But my life can end real soon know,
I'll finish all the things I blew.

I ruined it all,
When I understood,
I am just crazy,
And insane little girl, in this neighborhood.

Aren't I lucky,
That I figured it myself,
I saw it at only 11!
I didn't need no wealth.

I have a life that some would kill for,
I had relationships some need,
But now I see its not for me,
I saw it with great speed.

I take my last minutes,
To write down my goodbyes,
A lot of things I'll tell you,
And no they are not lies.

I love you Babe,
The guy of my dream.
Your light up my life,
Like a car on high- beam.

But I have to leave you,
Trust you can do better,
I might be fun & outgoing,
Just listen to my words, carefully read this letter.


You are gorgeous,
A really "hot guy"
But I'm insane,
You didn't see it, and I don't know why.

As for my friends,
None of you are my friend,
I thought we'd stick together,
Stay till the end,

But you don't need me,
I'm an insane freak,
And now I have seen it,
Right when life's at its peak.

I'll miss you,
But Colt made it clear,
he said you all love me,
But I know You don't need me here.

As for you ma,
I know I've been strange,
But I’ve been locked in my room,
So you don't notice change.

These past days my tears,
Have been tears of thought,
And now I see,
Life's not to be bought.

I want to know if they love me,
I want to know if they care,
Did she really want me,
or was it no without dare?

They might have been young,
But hey - so am I.
I see important things,
And i am no spy.

Life is fucked,
I say it with meaning,
And death is the directing,
My body is leaning.

Finalized and thought through,
I'm going to die,
And if you knew me
- You will not cry.

 
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