I'm just confused
Never really thought of it before
I liked my blissful oblivion
No second thoughts
Just accepted the rot
Never cared for anyone or anything
Just watched and accepted
Why did it all change?
Why couldn't I see it happen?
So I could stop it
Now twisted thoughts
And endless contradictions
Fill my mind
Poking and prodding
My weak kindred heart
I have no control
Of what I feel anymore
Weakened
An easy target
I dont know how to take it
Can't handle the emotion
That comes with every hurt
Can't handle being hurt
Why can't I run and hide
To find the bliss of my old world
Now I have to watch every decision
I make
Trying to figure out the consequences
Why did it get so hard?
How did it happen?
Can't pretend anymore
I lost my oblivion
 
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