staring in the mirror,
at shattered peices of my self;
i put face down your picture,
that i kept a-top my shelf.
i try to write a letter,
but what words, i cant deside;
taping pencils on the desk,
all the feelings traped inside.
tears upon my pillow,
from the fears you left behind;
memories slowly fading,
from my heart and from my mind.
a soul that you've forgoten,
a face you chose to hate;
in time you'll see you love me,
but that time is far to late.
in the end it was your desicion,
you chose the cigarette;
giving you an option,
is something i regret.
staring in the mirror,
trying to see a better me;
you make me feel so worthless,
like theres no beauty to see.
try to lift my self up,
and lift these feelings from my head;
but the blanket of my misory,
keeps my tied down in my bed.
poping pills of heart ache,
im addicted, you're my drug;
an over dose of memory,
an under dose of love.
my paper siting blankly,
im not sure where to start;
..erase me from your memory,
erase me from your heart...
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