Father Disowned
Written By: Amy Zachow

A father is what every child deserves,
A father is not a luxury I have.

The man who helped create me,
Seen no reason to know me, to hold me, to laugh with me

This man foreseen other means for a life,
Than to know his own flesh and blood.

For this I carry much grief and pain
That I don’t know if I can remain tame,
This is a man or boy I see as very lame.

Me not knowing this man called a father until the age of eight,
I don’t see him as a man they call great.

Now here I stand as an adult, and now cant be forced to visit with this lame
man,
For now is my time to give him as much grief and pain as I can.

I just have one question, how can this man have nothing to do with me,
Spent all his time in prison,
And able to raise another man’s children?

This question has come to mind all my life
And gets asked each time we fight.

Was I that bad of a child for him to walk away without a trace?


For now I have children of my own,
And would never do them wrong like he did

His actions just begun the bad feelings I had towards him,
That I don’t even want to be known for the next of kin.

When the day comes that he is finally dead,
I will no longer have to fear,
As I will not have one tear.

A tear is not something he deserves from me
So with that he can leave me be.

I do have a wonderful father,
And her name is my mother!

For what he is and done to me and my mother,
I thank him for making me a much stronger person.

The love I have a loss from my father,
I have gained from my mother.

For that made me and my mother so close,
He could never compete.

Father disowned I do hope u much more pain
Than you have ever accomplished to give.

For this I end from a daughter you could never know
No matter how hard you try.

A father is there through out an entire life not a few months here and there
.
For this take this as a lesson well learned.




 
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