tell me.. what do you do when you realize your worst enemy is yourself?
when you don't know how to deal with the cards that you've been
dealt.
its like, you finally get what you want, but know its not what you need.
you know you should get rid of it, but its harder than it seems.
you turn to others for answers, when you know it must come from within,
but you don't know how to make desicions, so you really never win.
at this time when you are down, its easy to make the hole more deep,
and then the lonely emotions come out, and quickly start to seep.
its not long before you find yourself always the one at home,
and not much later comes the truth that you truly are alone.
no matter what you look at, tears fill up your eyes,
the darkness has overcome you, there's nowhere you can hide.
you have no where to go, you have where to turn,
so as you sit it solitude, this feeling starts to burn.
you wonder why this is happening and what is wrong with your life,
you try and fingure out why you're overcome with strife.
you try and see what was done that has taken such a toll
on the life you used to live, but have now lost all control.
you've run all out of options, until you stumbled upon a blade,
and decided to stick it through you, left to watch your surroundings fade.
 
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