Love Roller Coaster
Written By: Amy Zachow

To be on a love roller coaster is how I feel these days.
One minute I feel so much love it overwhelms me,
The next is constant fighting, with no way to be free.

This love roller coaster just makes me so mad
There are days I feel I don’t have a lover, but a man wanting to be my dad
For that is not something that I am glad.

I sit back recalling the time when we first started out
The love, commitment, affection, respect was all so great
But as time passed us by, I wonder if all this is fate.

Is all this fighting a sign from up above
Was all the great love of one from a dove?

So you see I sit here confused and dazed
As I miss all the good days
And I hate all these bad days

These bad days do nothing but cause pain and grief
The pain and grief hurtful enough to make a grown man weep
Enough to even make me weep.

Is this pain and grief fixable?
Or is it too deep to be kissable?

I sit here in grief and sorrow for the love of confusion
The love that was once so great none could ever compare
Then to think the same love was
One of so much pain and sorrow
Is this possible for all this be the same true love?

For each day I wake I sit and wonder which path today shall bring
The path of constant battle that leaves pain and sorrow
Or will it be the path of such deep love none could compare

For this my love I hope you see the much confusion


I am in no way saying these things to get you down
I hate to see you with a big frown

I consider this man a friend, a lover
A lover like no other
A friend he was before a lover
And for that this love holds such great power.

For I sit here to think, I never had a lover that was just a friend at
first
This you see brings me such joy; it I want to just burst.

For I feel if you are a friend
Then a lover
The love will hold much more pleasure.

So the next time you think to ask me if I am happy with you
Please remember what I said and hope you feel it too.

A love that is so good and true
Should not be of one
To leave us so sad and blue

My love I am sorry for taking all this so hard
And now seeing the need to put up a guard


A love so great it isn’t one to compare
If tried, it would just tear

I don’t and I know you don’t like to feel blue
Knowing a love that is so true.


Just remember I do love you
I know you love me also, I do


 
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