I sit here in school
feeling dazed and confused
what did i do last night?
I feel so cold and abused.
Why do i do these drugs
to get a sudden rush?
it lasts a few mere hours
and puts everything a hush
On the outside it may feel good
inside is wehre it hurts
how can a thing that rids depression
make my insides into dirt?
I used it once or twice
now i crave it everyday
i take more and more
just to feel the same exact way
Once i take it
i know i'll be alright
and if i take enough
maybe it will last all night
When i take it
all my problems run away
but when the high goes
they come back here to stay
It seems my problems
grow with every high
I do it to get rid of them
so if they keep coming back
I do it, why?
I know i need to quit
I know i need to stop
maybe i'll learn when i'm dead
and my story's told to my mom by a cop
But for now i'll sit here
dazed and confused
wondering what i did last night
feeling cold and abused
 
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