please
stop
idont wanna hear your name
its killin me
your taunting me
everywhere i look
it reminds me of you!
it makes me want to be w/ you
why cant it remind me of how you hurt me
why cant i look at your picture and think what an ass!
but instead i stare at your beauty
im so temped to call you
i just wanna hear your voice
i wanna feel your arms around me again
why wont i let myself let go
i wanna ve rid of you
i want you out of my thoughts
i dont want to think of you
everytime i kiss my baby!
its killin me
please
stop
i dont wanna hear your name
its killin me
your taunting me
to see you in arms reach
and not know what to say, and know i cant talk to you
i dont think you know im still in love with you
i loved you so much, i didnt even care
when you said you loved me and i knew you were lying
i loved you so much, i let you rape me, twice
you got your pleasures, and i let you get away with it
i still think about you everyday. i still tell myself you didnt mean to hurt
me,
i try to convince myself its over, you dont wanna talk to me,
im jsut a little white girl
stupid enough to love you
stupid enough to believe in my fanticy world
the one i built around you
i cant believe im doing this
its killing me
i cant believe i wont let go
murderer
you killed my happiness
you killed my joy
you killed my want to love
your killing me
please
stop
your taunting me
your killing me
 
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