This is for you who made me laugh,
And then you made me cry.
This is for you, who chose pride over me,
Faded out and said goodbye.

The weakness soon consumed me.
There was nothing I could do.
My faith quickly crumbled,
At just the thought of losing you.

So close your eyes tonight,
And sleep in your bed alone.
I've been holding this inside,
For longer than you've known.

Turn up your music loud,
To drown your thoughts within.
And try to forget this hell,
That you alone have left me in.

Tonight I'm giving up on everything.
Yes, including you.
You said you want me to be happy,
With this, I made your wish come true.

Take in all the smoke you can,
To kill the emotions inside.
Just swallow the knife,
To carve the way for your pride.

Now pouring out my all,
I'm writing you this letter.
Though I'm sure you could've told me,
How to do it better.

Sometimes I look up at the sky,
And only think of you.
I wonder what you're doing.
I'm doing nothing without you.

How could you stand there and watch me cry?
Not even a tear falls from your eye.
This is my chance, I'm moving on.
This is my chance to say goodbye.

Do you still think about me?
Forget it, I dont care.
The apathy has taken over,
And this path has led me no where.

I get the impression,
That you're missing me.
But your actions are confusing,
You're impossible to read.

All these emotions,
In words I cant describe.
So I chocked them down,
Slowly eating my insides.

Too many nights without you,
Just waitin for them to end.
In hopes that a better day,
Would very soon begin.

Dont you remember all those promises?
You swore youd never let go.
But promises were meant to be broken right?
I guess I didnt know.

But I've told you times before,
If anything should happen...
Just know I love you more
Than you could ever imagine.

(sorry its so long)

February 4, 2004
 
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