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I remember the first day
that you showed me you liked me,
I was dating marc, this boy
that you had always hated.
You smacked your hand
like you were really going to slap my ass.
I remember the first time we talked,
Emily introduced us two.
I was too embarrassed to look at you.
Back then I was seeing conner, that guy
you were always jealous of.
I remember the first time we fought,
it was because of marc, that guy i was dating,
you thought I was worth more than him.
I remember that time I dumped your ass for the fellow
you had always hated.
You cried when I was having a good time.
I remember the time we stood beneath the stars,
how you pretended I was Pochahontas,
and you were John Smith.
I remember when we ran back inside,
because it was too cold to breath naturally.
I remember all the times we kissed.
I remember how you brought the wild side of me out.
I was suprised at how I acted.
I thought you were going to figure me out.
I've never acted like this with any other guy.
I had never felt like this with anyone else.
I REMEMBER THAT TIME I CHEATED.
The wicked moment of my life that would turn everything around.
I remember the time you told my friend emily,
that you wanted to break up with me.
3 months later.
One week before our year together.
I dont understand why you couldnt be a man
and do it yourself.
I remember hearing you ask her to tell me
instead of you doing it yourself
You probibally didnt want to do it yourself
So that I wouldnt beg, and plead to you on the phone.
To please not let me go,
So you wouldnt have to hear me cry.
So you didnt have to feel bad.
But you can never get your work done the way you want it to be done,
unless you do it yourself.
Emily confused us both.
God forgive
to ever give her such a thing to do.
So I called you,
Instead I had to do the dirty work.
Your always a gentleman like that.
And even though we are not together,
I just pretend we are away from eachother,
I imagine you being away on vacation.
But the days go by, and it seems like forever.
I just pray that soon my hunny,
soon you should be back.
You'd Come back to me,
exactially the way we used to be.
But that isn't going to happen.
I can feel it.
You broke us apart,
you tossed what we had all down my torn heart.
We have nothing left to go back to.
just memorys thats all we had
You tied up that last loose strand.
And silly me,
I didnt even knotice
I didnt even reconize, that you'd be gone
not on vacation,
not for a short/long seperation for a couple of days/months,
but for ever lasting eternity.
Your a gentleman like that.
Its just the way you are,
If you are to say,
'Baby I want you back,'
You can shove it up your crack.
Because even though a part of me wants you back,
What you did to me,
you can never take back.
Because baby with what you did to me,
Most of me,
dont want you back,
Even though a part of me
Believes I'll take you back.

 
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