Theres a pain hidden so deep within my eyes,
If only just one person would take the time to see,
It's giving amunition to all these people I despise,
So I'm drivin insane by the voices inside of me.

I know I need help-that much is true,
I cant feel anything but pain,
and I really need for someone to pull me through,
but I'm to close to losing all my sane.

I'm just about ready to give up my life,
you beg me not to do this,
but I grab the knife,
you don't undrstad that this life I just cant miss.

"Promise me you won't do it",
Is all you have time to say,
"Just stay right where you sit!"
but instead I turn away.

The last thing I want is for you to see my tears,
and for me to open my mouth and reveal my worst fears,
So I lie to you and say yes,
and you leave and all I feel is your stress.

I know that you mean me well,
I love you so much,
but you have no idea that this life is my hell,
and you just cant ease this pain with your touch.

I dont want you to be mad,
I'm sorry that I let you down,
but these emotions just hurt so bad,
just know it was the only way to destroy my permanant frown....
 
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