Same Old Situation
Written By: Amy Zachow

Today I come to realize what people really think of me.
I sit to wonder if I am really wanted as I am told, or about to be set
free!!

This pain I feel is all too familiar – A pain I know well
This pain I feel is something I wont tell.

For how I see it, this pain will always be part of me
It has come to the point, people I know this pain others can see

Why bother to try to end this pain, it always finds its way back to me.

So it would be best to have people leave me be!!

This isolation or cold shoulder is what I am used to,
As how I am treated lately isn’t anything new.

I have done all I could to be painless but failed
So tell me, why even talk anymore all it does is piss people off

Maybe it is the man’s way to they are tough!
I feel if I don’t talk they can’t get mad
If they don’t get mad I am not the blame for them being blue

My kids will always come before ANY man
If they are sad, I am sad – so don’t be a jerk, be a man

If you feel the need to always be a jerk
Let me tell you that attitude don’t come with perks

This jerk life is one I got away from and I refuse to go through that yet
again,
So if that is what you need to do then you can just go!
You can say I don’t care or want you but I guess that will be your
immaturity showing,
That is something that I will not take or let it get to me


With that I will end this, my silence and pain is just something I have to
live with!


I don’t feel loved – I feel a lot of hate
I don’t feel wanted- I feel unwanted and hated
I feel hated and useless!

Don’t tell me this is not the case but continue to be a jerk to me
Those words are getting old and stale to me

My life has been full of a lot of pain and let downs
My face is used to all of these frowns

What keeps me going are my kids
If it wasn’t for them I just don’t know what I would do


My kids bring me so much joy and happiness
There will never be a day my kids will make me unhappy






 
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