It cuts into me each and every time
No matter how bad it hurts I convince myself that I'm fine
I dont know how I hide all the pain
I tell myself and everyone else that I would rather die than go insane
I sat there crying and finally picked up the blade
I cut into myself knowing my scars will eventually fade
Yes, my scars will go away but the pain will never leave
Thats something that not everyone chooses to believe
My mom, she never forgives
she says I try harder to die than I do to really live
My dad, he never forgets
He probably wishes he and my mom had never really met
Its my problem, not theres
see how it is, life is so unfair
So I sit here staring at the blade, crying
I know that amotionally not phisically im dieing
So I'm giving in right now
I kow you were wondering how
The funny thing is I dont remember the last time I smiled or the last time I
could really see
Because Inside that coffin laid an incredibly broken child..........ME
 
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