My dreams and memories of you wash away with the tears i cried
I cried every night remember the times we had
But then there were the bad memories
The hitting the pushing the slapping
Everything made it worse

I sat horrified in a corner one night
Cutting away but then when there was to much blood i lost i stopped
I'm guessing i drifted off
I remember my dream a living hell
There was blood on the floor
A knife sitting next to me
I had no clue what was going on

I noticed there was no body
No one screaming in fear
But i did hear someone screaming to let go
That someone was me
I wanted to let go
And never return
I had no business in life anymore
All i did was sit in a corner at night and cry of the memories of you and
me

In that dream i had felt such a horrible pain and thrust in my stomache
I felt dizzy
cold
in pain
Then i had felt the exact knife that lay on the floor in my stomache
But i who didnt try and kill myself
Although i thought of it numerous times
I had saw a dark figure leaned over me and dragged me to the middle of the
room were there was light
And at that point i knew who it was
Someone i had never thought would do this to me
But then again after the hitting, slappin, pushing it could have been the
person i knew he was

My boyfriend had murdered me
At the site of his face i awoke in pain
I noticed i wasnt in my corner anymore wishing and thinking of suicide and
cutting myself
I was in the middle of a room with a dark figure over me
Then i thought back to my dream i had
But was it really my dream
It was true
My dream came ture
I knew i was going to die and he would get away with murder
But all in the end i got my wish i wanted
To be
Dead......
 
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