It breaks my heart to know that you're with someone new,
but you still don't care and i'm depressed and blue.
You hardly talk to me on the phone,
and when you do, it's not for long.
The words you say tears me apart,
tear past the flesh and straight to my heart.
You act like you don't want to talk to me anymore,
and i'm still trying to figure out what i'm paying for.
You don't know how much i sit and cry,
and how much it hurts when you tell me goodbye.
I want to escape from all this pain,
Cause i'm driving myself insane.
I miss you so much and I will till i die,
Cause until I do, i'll sit and cry.
Do you mean the things you say?
Are these games you really play?
You mean so much to me, but you just don't see,
don't see how things could really be.
I miss the Brandon that use to care,
and the one that would always stare.
I remember the nights we held eachother close,
and when you would say " i love you", i miss that the most.
Now only memories remain in my mind,
cause your love has robbed me blind.
I thought what we had was something real,
but you keep hurting me and ecpect me to deal.
How can i deal with these changes?
The way the situation rearranges.
I'm tired of living in nothing but pain,
Cause my body is weak and I can't regain.
Regain the strength that i once had,
cause my health has gotten terribly bad.
I'm on my death bed, but you still don't care,
and the way your treating me isn't fair.
Why don't you care the way you did?
Why don't you love me the way you did?
In closing just remember the memories we mad,
and when you say goodbye, it cuts like a blade.
Goodluck and best wishes in all you do,
and never forget, I'll always love you.
 
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