My life used too be a fun roller coaster
Yet now its death
At times I sit there wondering what is my purpose
I act cheerful and happy all the time
So full of life they say
It was all an act, all a show
not to show the agony and pain
When my friends talked behind my back, my smile faded
When my dad hated me so, my soul floated away
And when my friend died, my heart sunk
All these little things took my happiness away
Bit by bit
Until one day I couldn’t stand it
I took a knife
The sharp point calling my name
I put the blade to my skin
A sharp pain went into my wrist
As blood trickled down my arm
All the anger and pain that I bottled up went with the blood
Every thing was blurry
There was no pain, no anger, and no agony
only peace
I laid my head down and closed my eyes
“Good bye”

 
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