I closed my eyes and took in a deep breath
I knew what was coming - But I couldn’t resist
This is my way of keeping you around
Keeping you here - Tightly bound

You kissed my lips and your hands explored
We heard a noise - But it was ignored
Why am I so nervous? We’ve done this before
My eyes keep darting from you to the door

{This doesn't feel right} I keep telling myself
But I lay there in silence... ruining myself
Yes ruining my body... this isn’t what I want
But then again it is... because this is what you want

You told me before {Sex is the best way to show your love}
Well we've done it and now it seems like that's all your thinkin
of
Its wrong... I know that... but I’ve done it anyways
Now the guilt burns and lingers within me for days

You wonder why I’m crying... now out of all times
It’s because I’ve finally come to my senses... I’m using my mind
I’ve corrupted my body and I allowed you to do it
With every thrust from you - I cant help but think of it

I Think of my parents and what they would think
I’m then flooded with guilt - Drowning it - I sink
The more I moan and make it seem real
The faster its over - The sooner I cant feel

Your touch
The one I use to love so much
I can no longer feel it for I am numb
I can no longer take this - I am done

Its true... everything I do... just like the song... I do it for you
Well I’m sorry baby - I love you... but I’m through...
I can no longer deal with the self desecration
So please just walk away and release me into sweet salvation

If this is all you want... let me know
If you truly love me... then just let me go...
I cant deal with this shit anymore...
What we got, is not worth fighting for
 
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