Im so tired of being here
Decieved by all my joy and fear
I want to leave this place
No one can save me, not even with all gods grace
My presence will always linger here
I'll leave everything behind, even my last single tear
I have to leave because here my scars dont seem to heal
And my Pain seems just to real
No one was ever there for me to wipe away my tears
And no one was ever there for me to chase away my fears
I left my life behind
In a place so dark no one will ever find
I have made so many mistakes that time cannot erase
I'll sit here calling my own self a disgrace
Faces haunt my once pleasant dreams
And now even in reality nothing is what it seems
Voices chase away the last of my sanity
Now im something that i dont want to be
So try hard and convince yourselves that im really gone
And no matter where, i will live on......................

~Amanda~

AUTHORS NOTE: This poem is solmnley dedicated to Evanescence! The song i
wrote this about has savfed my life millions of times!
 
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