im writing again a letter ill never send
to the best friend ill ever have
to the biggest heart ill ever break
i cant believe i could hurt someone so bad
but again i shocked myself
i broke ur heart all over the place
out of nowhere i struck
i wish u never met me
then i could have never pierced u so deep
i want u to be happy more than i want life itself
and i hope u know thats true
i just lost one of the best things in my life
but i truly did it for u
i dont want u to wait forever
thats y i said this now
ill regret these words ive spoken
but i know they were meant to be said
u still say u love me,
but how can that be
when ive treated u so badly
and ruined everything
i wish i felt the feelings u say u feel for me
but inside they are not there
ill never ever find someone who cares as much as u
and ill find that out the hard way, and never breath right again
ill enhale all the regret i gain
and choke on the love i through away


 
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