I Hate

I hate the pain and torture you put me through
When I was just a young girl.
I hate the fact that you’re just like your asshole of a father.
I hate what you took away from me.
I hate it when your nice to me, but
Only when you want something in return.
I hate that when I go to bed at night,
I have flashbacks of what I had to suffer through
Over and over again.
I hate that I spent just all my life with
Social workers, counselors, and shrinks,
Because of the shit you did to me.
I hate I can't really trust guys now.
I hate that I'm only 14 years old and
I've been through so much shit in my life.
I hate that I lied and said, “I forgive you.”
When inside I really don’t, and I don’t know if I ever will!
I hate the fact that you’re my brother.
But most of all I hate that I'm related to a…
RAPIST!!!

~Queen~

 
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