as i stared into the mirror
slurring as i speak
i had a conversation with myself
ive never sounded so weak
as makeup runs down my face
in this place i dont know where ive gone
always wrong im so alone
so alone in this life im leading
so misleading everytime
and i'd always cry again for you

in all the mistakes ive made
im aware now you were the biggest one ive made
my hopes can only go so high
and falling from such a high level
has never felt this bad before

as im looking at your picture
illusions passing by
i thought for once you'd actually be there
ive found out im just lying to myself
your not around nowhere to be found
images slowly fade in my mind
the ones of you are left behind
and until forever, i'll cry myself to sleep
deep in a dream, theres me and you together

in all the mistakes ive made
im aware now you were the biggest one ive made
my hopes can only go so high
and falling from such a high level
has never felt this bad before

and i'd do anything to be back with you
in your arms is where i'd stay
forever would be meaningful
but tomorrow you'd be gone
sunken hearted is a sullen way to go
and as i look up to see gloomy eyes of an old reflection
a single line of moisture coming from its pupil
and ive realized
Im back to point one
 
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