Well i firgured there is no heaven for us anymore,
We are just here to rust and rot away.
As our lord sits back ,
and watches us play at war
I wonder what hes thinking,
if he even cares anymore.
I tryed to pick the right words,
I tryed to be wise.
How far away is heaven,
could i see it with my own eyes?
I thought god would guide me,
I thought god would make sure im ok.
but he let me fall in love
and cause me alot of pain.
Where was jesus when i needed help,
Where was my angle?
What did i do wrong to deserve this?
You let him lie to me,
how do you think i felt?
I still cant seem to put together the puzzle,
am i missing a piece?
I blame myself for sins i didnt commit,
i find myself praying in my head,
so i wont make the same mistake again.

Maybe you will understand how much i needed you,
as i write down all the problems you put me through.
In this last pray i will say :
Dear Lord,
Why couldnt you let me forget him,
why did you let me look in his eyes.
Where we really meant to be?
I guess i will never know,
because this pain its just to strong to bare.
Let my mom and my dad know,
i love them both.
I wont be seeing you anytime soon,
because when you play with fire you will get burnt.
Love,
Brittny Lee Vimislik.

your broken soul
 
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