There were times we laughed and said we cared. There were times we cried
because we were scared. There are nights I'll never forget, with all
the promises that we made. Friends until the end thats what we once said, it
was what I believed. I only saw what I wanted to see, and heard what I
wanted to hear. I couldn't face reality or the truth. I wish I could
believe everything we did have was true, and the feelings were real.


Through hell and back we've been time and time again. I have always
been there for you ever since I can remember ...In every way I knew how to
be, with every last bit of power I had to give. I thought it was enough to
be your friend, I thought it was enough for you to trust me, and to tell the
truth. I thought it was enough for you to actually give a damn. I could not
have been more wrong about everything.


The reality of it all has finally hit,and it's tearing me apart. The
person I thought you once were was an just an illusion created in my my
mind, all this time all these lies.The person I thought you were was never
really there to begin with. Time and again I've tried see the good
within, every time I have found that there was nothing. Your soul is
poisoned and ravaged beyond repair.

I know I have to let go of you and what I thought we once had, if I
don't you will destroy anything good thats left within me, any ounce of
life I still posess. It is not something I truly want to do, and I hope one
day you can understand why I did this. Tears come softly to my eyes as I
write these last words to you, my final tribute ...letting go of this
friendship once and for all, and everything that I thought we had, will be
one of the hardest things I'll ever have to do...now and for
always.....


*goodbye*
 
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