I sit here shaking
I am done faking
Being sick, I'm done playing sick
I knew my mom wouldn't go for that trick
But I had to try
All I could do was cry
How should I have gone to school
My life is under some other rule
I don't control what it does
I can't help it, thats all it was
My body has run away
Only my soul has decided to stay
It is hard for me to hold in
My soul, but we shall begin
On this endless race
My body has no set pace
It feels like falling down
I feel all consumed, like I have drowned
But how can I stay on this life
When the only item I can use is a jack knife
That is what i use to take it for me
I have been blinded, no longer can see
What have I now done to myself
I couldn't be hurt anywhere else
So this is the things I shall do
This might make the end of me too
But I still don't want to do that
I will tell you this plain out flat
That I have come along way
I am now here to stay

 
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