How could you claim to care for me so much?
I knew it was a lie once I felt your rough touch.
How could you say you would take the time to wait?
You said we belonged together, you thought it was fate.
How could you cause so much pain in one night?
You knew I didn't want it, I put up a fight.
How could blame the alcohol, you said you were drunk.
I knew from the start, all you wanted was to f**k.
How could I have listened to you and gone up to that room?
I knew I should have said no but I was so confused.
How could I have been so dumb, I knew what you wanted.
I began to tell you no, but thats when it started.
How could you keep on going, I begged you to stop.
I knew then that you wouldn't, my tears started to drop.
How could you ignore my cries and my screams?
I can never forget it, it's always in my dreams.
I can never forget the way you pushed me on the floor.
I kept hoping and praying someone would walk through that door.
How can I forget how it felt deep inside?
I lost my self-esteem, I lost all my pride.
How could you have done it, you knew it hurt so bad.
It made me feel angry, I mostly felt sad.
Hou could you have just gotten up and left?
I was there all alone, trying to catch my breath.
How could you have acted like if everything was the same?
I know because of that night, my life's forever changed.
How could I have not told anyone, I guess I was ashamed.
I guess I always thought I was the one to blame.
How could I have put so much trust in you?
I guess I never thought RAPE was something you would do.
I hope you didn't expect for that memory just to fade?
I now know what it feels like to have been betrayed!
 
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